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Just using this as a contact page and to vote some submissions into their proper places. Use this to talk to me. =)
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It's been that long?
Damn. Ain't that somethin'.
It's funny looking back on these posts. I haven't been on this site in years, but here they sit; all my silly, irrelevant rants and worries. It's like I'm looking at a different person - a sillier, worry-free version of myself. I don't even know where to begin describing my life between the span of that last post and this one. There's just so much that has happened.
I can't do it justice explaining everything here. I have visited this website on and off again throughout that lost span of time, but I never thought about seeing my old profile - there was always just some silly video or game I wanted to waste time on. I especially didn't think about seeing the profiles of my old friends on here. Imagine my surprise at seeing I still had messages in my inbox!
Of course, most of those messages were from a friend of mine who died back in 2011. I miss the times we had playing games together and laughing about silly anime and shit. I wonder sometimes when I talk about him, though, if I'm just mythologizing him in my mind - we weren't very close near the end of his life. Hell, we weren't really talking at all. He was a good enough guy, but we stopped having similar interests. We weren't going to the same school. Hell, I was living in a whole 'nother state!
It might have just been the timing of his death - there was a lot happening to me in my life. I was living in a new place, making new friends, doing new schoolwork. It would figure that the only thing that didn't change was my station in life - still doing homework. The only difference was the name. "College" doesn't sound all that different from "High School" after you've been there a while. The difference is just in the scale of things.
In any case, that's enough ranting for now. Maybe someday years later, I'll remember this website and try logging into my profile again. I'll have to send an e-mail in order to reclaim my password, but after I click that password reset button, it'll all come back to me again.
-James D. Fowler
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